to what worth?

new skin

2011-11-04T22:32:00.003+08:00

interesting how my choice of skin changes. haha. hope it signifies a growth in my maturity. =p

heh enough playing.. off to do work!

2011-05-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

I was so adorable then. So cute. So 'pliable'.

So naive. So gullible.

So stop comparing. I'm a different person from who I was then.

I used to be so stupid and blind.

2011-05-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

I just wasted 20 minutes of my life. Fuck this.

-drools-

2011-03-29T10:04:00.003+08:00

damn cute. 8D

2011-02-18T17:19:00.003+08:00

addicted to this site. Freaaaaking awesome. 8D

lotsa cool stuff

8D

aaaand this site with DAMN CUTE STUFF. OMG.
SouZouCreations

D: too many cute stuff. much. D:

2010-12-27T14:57:00.002+08:00

yet another year. you'd think after 18 years of time passing quickly you'd get used to it xD

but.. meh. nope. =]

ahhh..

the sands of time slipping through our fingers~

hc was.. pleasantly unpleasantly pleasantly unpleasantly pleasant. up and downs.

life goes on, eh.

I don't wanna grow up xD take responsibility for my life.. make the right choice.. the first step to on my career path.. decisionssss. D:

but hey. it's not like I can stop time. haha.

just..

go with it, I guess. =]

so here I go.

the time after.

2010-11-10T21:37:00.001+08:00

GP is over! Oh rejoice.

For some reason.. I don't feel very happy or very sad or any other extreme emotion about A levels.

And I think I was so excited I couldn't sleep the night before. Interesting.

Well, tomorrow's another day.

Another day, another paper.

Oh, life.

shush..

2010-10-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

ahhh nom nom nom. trepidation as A lvls approach.. -hears the crescendo of galloping horses- neglecting lit agaaaaain. aiyo ah an qi. -tsktsk-

you better "do something~"

I wish I had one. so cute.

looks like chocolate right? xD imagine if it really were. D: deep layers of chocolate covering the streets...
..but no, it's toxic sludge.

D:

2010-10-10T21:17:00.001+08:00

The real Willy Wonka: Scientists say three-course meal in a single stick of chewing gum is now a possibility

READ HERE. CLICK MEEEE

coo-ee. :D

move on yo'.

2010-10-04T23:32:00.004+08:00

Turn It Up
I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine).
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime).
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
and though, my heart will break, a new me will fill the space.

[won't break la lol. and not too much time xD can't afford it HAHA]

ulcer fucking pain. =x

2010-09-27T17:52:00.001+08:00

WEI LONG IS A PIG. PIIIIIG.

OINK.

Snowballphilic

2010-09-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

somebody's acting very suspicious.. I think it's a merpig. >_>

YES. People know.

Yes. Them.

It doesn't matter who knows.

What matters is that people know.

A white cute furry thing. :D

iSketch is whee.

ting!

What to do~~ Shakalakalaka~

My vocabulary is extremely limited.

=D

2010-07-06T22:53:00.003+08:00

I think the emotions incited by snippets of memories, a recollection, a reaction of what happened at that specific point in time is very cool. xD Like adrenaline going through your body at the memory of.. crossing the road on a busy street (lol) and almost getting hit by a car even though now you're perfectly safe.. it's really.. in-te-res-ting. ^^ In a sense controlling how you feel, purposefully picking that memory up from your treasure trove of memories and experiencing a miniscule amount of emotion that you felt then...

Cooool.

Even more amazing if it's emotions based on something purely out of your imagination. What I refer to is the emotions you feel in your dreams. xD Although infinitely more muted than real life, and the memory of it even more so hazy, it's still as amazing. Even more so because it didn't actually happen (those dreams that aren't recounts of what happened in real life), and is entirely the product of your imagination and your.. brain's neuro-blablabla that I can't rememember and I'm sure yuxuan remembers -_- Nostalgia, longing, exhilaration..

Hahaha my dreams rock. xD

xD

2010-07-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

Timon: So whats ur plan for getting past those guys?
Simba: Life bait!
Timon: Good idea...Hey!
Simba: C'mon Timon you guys have to create a diversion!
Timon: What do u want me to do? Dress in drag and do da hula?
Luaow!
If ur hungry for a hunk of fat and juicy meat,
eat my buddy Pumba here,
cuz he is a treat,
come on down and dine,
ona tasty swine,
all u have to do is get in line.
Aaaare you achin' (yup yup yup)
Fooor some bacon(yup yup yup)
Heee's a big pig (yup yup)
U can be a big pig too! Oi!

hello world.

2010-06-29T22:19:00.002+08:00

...didn't study enough again. HAIYO.

studied.. more.. but not enough.

last time I studied enough was.. primary school? lol.

snowball is not starchy. NOT STARCHY.

):

softened le.

cute.

but he's wrinkling =/

ah well.

old age wakes up.

AND WTH LA, AGEISM?!?!?! -_- just when I said I would never do ageism for essays. And it comes out for compre. woohoo!

"ohyeaohyeaohyeahey" sucks.

ahh can't wait for block tests to be over..

...so prelims can begin. HAHAHA.

get owned. woots!

halfway past delirium

2010-05-28T15:03:00.001+08:00

JUNE HOLIDAYS!

Oh no.

HAHAHAHAHA. We shall see what I have accomplished in time to come, eh.

Meh. xD

tick tock

2010-05-15T23:24:00.002+08:00

kinda reminds me of snowball. pooky is extremely cute btw. pooky has a poochy xD the name pooky itself is cute. hahaha. wth. but I'd NEVER DRAW ON SNOWBALL. D: D: NO WAY.

-ahem-

(snowball is grey. >_<)

bah it's so hard to open up >_< so much easier to just -zip- it has become a habit already I think. =/

not sure if it's a good thing. o_o

weeeeeird feelinzzz.

wonder how I'd feel in the future looking back XD (and I realize I'm quite anal about my 'i's being capitalized. o_O)

meh.

poofz

2010-05-12T23:05:00.002+08:00

Ahh I shall blog something. So that I'll remember this feeling xD

Nationals are over.. Very wasted. >_< But.. too late for "what if"s eh. XD Interesting experience.. Table tennis was..never like that. haha. the tension and stress factor, yes. But it's still different.. Maybe it's the team? TT people rock (mostly our batch la ah, for me/us) but floorball feels more like.. family =x (oh my so corny, gail?) I scored one goal the whole season! HAHAHAHA. (whatever.) Didn't play much. hahaha. (-turns head away in shame-) D: ah well but it was fun and exciting. 8D ahh never thought I'd actually pick up a new sport D: must thank stupid suhuan (WHO QUIT. AND WHO QUIT huangcheng AS WELL) for it. haha.

hahaha so much I wanna say but.. aiyo will get emotional de >_<

and I'm so.. -clears throat- cool after all.

In a very weird.. stunned state now. Time really passes very very quickly. -exhales-

soon A lvls.. then what..?

..-shakes head-

So in this stunned state I find myself studying and trying to catch up. o_o It's quite interesting how 'focused' I am. (at certain points. I still fall asleep in econs. T_T 1.5hrs are you freakin' insane?!) not at the degree of "mugging" yet. getting there. -nods-

so anyway.. this is about floorball. :D
I'm really, really grateful for floorball (haha typed floroball). I wasn't kidding when I said it gave my life purpose (for a while at least xD) the game, the feeling when I'm playing, when we're playing.. and the people. ^_^

whoever who'd ever read this (HAHA I DON'T REALLY CARE I LIKE TALKING TO MYSELF, RIGHT PAMELA?) THANK YOU. muacks.

xie xie lao ban. haha.

byebye~

2010-05-12T23:02:00.001+08:00

sarah's idea of romantic XD

sticky butt monke(y)n.

"life has a funny way of..."

2010-04-19T20:43:00.003+08:00

I love GP. It hones my argumentative skills so I can argue successfully with my father and point out the fallacies in his arguments.

Joy. In abundance.

Why is it that even if you know you're right, you still feel like shit either way?

sick (and) tired (of) wasting my time.

Nationals in 2 days. D: focus on the positiiiive.

sigh.

criteria;

2010-04-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

pwoosh. time passes too quickly, methinks.

change is unchanging D:

ironic. irony. steelic. steely.

2010-03-03T21:48:00.003+08:00

pearl, adj. [see pearl, n.] (webplay: softly).

Transparent; white; celestial; adorned with pearls; [fig.] deceased; immortal.

pearl (-s), n. [ME < Fr. perle.] (webplay: adorn, continent, dew, divers, drop, roundish, seas, shell, shores, silvery, smooth, softer, water, white, yields).

Valuable white gem; precious iridescent bead; highly treasured jewel extracted by divers from oysters in the depths of the sea.
Jewel used to adorn the dead.
Mysterious gem formed imperceptibly beneath the ocean; object hidden from the view and knowledge of mankind.
Lustrous white decorative matter; celestial material of heavenly whiteness [as that which adorns the “pearly gates” of heaven.]
Wedding ring; [fig.] honorable name; marriage vow; gift of love; joy resulting from wifehood; symbol of status as a married woman in society.
[Fig.] immortality.
[Fig.] treasure; prize; precious object; valuable thing; wealth; riches.
[Fig.] joyous moment; precious time of happiness in mortality.
[Fig.] iridescent thread spun by a spider.
[Fig.] silvery seawater.
Prize; treasure; natural gem; [fig.] love; gospel; promise of redemption; great risk that yields enormous gain; [allusion] see Browning's Paracelsus.
[Fig.] precious flowers; beautiful blooms.
[Fig.] rich melody; exquisite music.
Gift; [fig.] being; precious soul; beloved person; rare opportunity to love and be loved.

(D:)

there are some people whose names are "Pearl".

gaily, adv. [see gay, adj.]

Joyfully; happily; merrily; ornately; decoratively.

there are some people whose names are "Gail".

LEXICON RULEZ.

dick-in-son does not.

2010-03-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

...I realize I like games with food themes. HAHA.
Reason:
1. the food looks very cute cartoonified.
2. very tempting food
3. I really don't know. hah!

And I'm delaying again.

Shit.

oops. XDX

2010-03-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

haven't heard this in a while.. D:

ahhhhhh. timetimetiiiiime.

riiiing.

2010-02-01T02:12:00.002+08:00

sometimes I wonder if my facial expression shows that "I care" or it betrays what I actually feel inside. =\

ahh puddle of muddle-dness.

NOT TO YOU LA HOR DON'T THINK SO MUCH K. =]

I really should go to sleep.

Ahh study...

I don't know what to feel about it XD

Haha.

Smile and move along..

Dangling Participles

2010-01-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

- The burglar was about 30 years old, white, 5' 10", with wavy hair weighing about 150 pounds.

- The family lawyer will read the will tomorrow at the residence of Mr. Hannon, who died June 19 to accommodate his relatives.

- Mrs. Shirley Baxter, who went deer hunting with her husband, is very proud that she was able to shoot a fine buck as well as her husband.

- Organ donations from the living reached a record high last year, outnumbering donors who are dead for the first time.

- The dog was hungry and made the mistake of nipping a 2-year-old that was trying to force feed it in his ear.

- We spent most of our time sitting on the back porch watching the cows playing Scrabble and reading.

- Hunting can also be dangerous, as in the case of pygmies hunting elephants armed only with spears.

reality

2010-01-10T02:37:00.002+08:00

Paramore - Brick By Boring Brick

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of a world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure, the lens, I told her
The angles are all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da

So one day, he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve, well make sure
To build your house brick by boring brick
Or the wolf's gonna blow it down

Keep your feet on the ground...
When your head's in the clouds...

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
We'll bury the castle, bury the castle

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic...

If it's not real
You can't see it with your eyes
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah!

Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da
Ba-da ba ba ba-da ba ba
[X3]
Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da
Ba-da ba ba ba ba-ba ba ba

my timetable sucks.

blob.

2010-01-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

cute :D

love-loved this song XD

damn funny XD

reminds me of two things. when gloriateng sang this.. was really quite nice. lovely teacher [if you ever read this], although, truthfully, didn't really help 'cause I wasn't receptive. =x the other thing: Zac Efron in HSM 2 running across the golf course. =_= retarded.

"oh, joy."

2010-01-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

HAHA

2010-01-03T01:02:00.001+08:00

oh and jiayu is epic. 8D

dates and fungus.

HAHAHAHAHA.

personality test

2010-01-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

ENFP - The "Advocate"

ENFPs are introspective, values-oriented, inspiring, social and extremely expressive. They actively send their thoughts and ideas out into the world as a way to bring attention to what they feel to be important, which often has to do with ethics and current events. ENFPs are natural advocates, attracting people to themselves and their cause with excellent people skills, warmth, energy and positivity. ENFPs are described as creative, resourceful, assertive, spontaneous, life-loving, charismatic, passionate and experimental.

HAHA SAME AS ARIEL. XD

shoo

2009-12-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

I want this shoooooe,
Boohoohooo.

no size. no stock.

lalalala~

"Oh the weather outside is frightful,
But the fire is so delightful,
And since we've no place to go,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!"

aww

2009-12-20T23:00:00.004+08:00

tune of the chorus is genius :D ...until I find out the reason why it's so dang familiar. XD the prince was so much cuter as a frog =_= almost hoped he wouldn't turn back.

ahh. time's running out. ):

heard this over some preview channel on TV and it was naisss. :D

keep thinking if one day I ever go on a game show and they ask how many seconds there are in a day and I can't remember I can sing this song XD

off to ignore a whole bunch of hooey. :D
-poof-

oh wait. another song.

Live Like You're Dying - Lenka
One of these days youll be
under the covers youll be
under the table and youll realize
all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more.
no no

Chorus 1:
Take every moment; you know that you own them.
Its all you can do, use whats been given to you.

Give me a reason
to fight the feeling
that theres nothing here for me.
Cause none of its easy,
I know it wasnt meant to be.
I know its all up to me x2.
So what am I gonna do with my time?
oh

Chorus 2:
Ill take every moment, I know that I own them.
Its all up to you to do whatever you choose.

Chorus 3:
Live like youre dying and never stop trying.
Its all you can do, use whats been given to you.

All of the moments you didnt notice;
gone in the blink of an eye.
All of the feelings you couldnt feel
no matter how you try.
oh oh

tootsie roll

2009-12-15T23:58:00.003+08:00

ahh finally ate a tootsie roll today. haha XD whee. always think of how the teachers in the stories I read when I was.. 'younger' always gave tootsie rolls as rewards to the students in her class. kept a jar of it under her table or something like that. hmm.. "wayside school"? ah don't remember which book(s). but I ate one! yaaay. wasn't as awesome as I thought it would be. XD chocolate, but doesn't really taste like that.. cheap kind of chocolate. Why is it called a 'tootsie roll' anyway? o_O 'cause.. it.. makes your tootsies roll? like curl? o_o hmmm. perhaps. would have probably been much nicer if it weren't half.. melted. ahh well. :D

ouch.

2009-12-08T21:10:00.001+08:00

rant post.

people are.. =_=
I saw
- This couple's son sit on the table in giordano and inadvertantly push back the stack of clothes so that a few stacks landed on the floor. The couple didn't notice at first. I stared horrified, then went "what the.." and somehow they noticed =_= They just looked around guiltily trying not to stare at the mess on the floor, and at the salesperson who finally noticed and came over and had to rearrange. They could have at least helped. =_= Speaking as someone who has done folding and arranging, it's really !!! irritating when people mess up your nicely arranged stuff. And not just the top or bottom, but the whole !! stack. Stacks. I didn't do anything. Don't feel guilty 'cause it's not my fault. It's the guy's job to arrange. But heck, can't you like freakin' help since your son caused the mess? And yeah, soon after, they left the shop without looking at anything. Pfft.

- This man throw this piece of plastic on the floor and walk away as if you're supposed to do that.

-Another man throw a pamphlet on the floor. It's not the IT Show, y'know.

-Woman beside me on a train talking so !!! loudly on the phone I can even hear her through my music. And my music's so freakin' loud people say I'm half-deaf. =_=

-Woman who took out a book [thought it was a romance novel so I looked interestedly] and unfolded a page she folded as marking for where she left off. "OUCH." Then my mind started cursing her and calling her 'bitch' and blablabla. Yeah, yeah I feel somewhat guilty. But.. rawr. Just because it's a library book, just because it's somewhat worn and does not have crisp sheets doesn't mean you fold the pages. Can you imagine doing it to a book you spend 15-17 bucks on, choosing the one with the best condition, properly glued at the spine, not folded or dogearred, no scratches on the cover and you buy it and you FOLD THE PAGES? FOR WHAT? =_= If you fold it 'cause that part is nice, you should be able to remember where that page was since that part is so nice. =_= and why do you need bookmarks? I never needed bookmarks. Why would you ever forget where you stopped reading? If it sounds new, you haven't read it before. So you just quickly backtrack till you're between the part you've already read and the part you haven't, then just begin. "But it takes so long to flip the pages." Bullshit. If that book is so 'forgettable' to you, then you shouldn't be reading it. =_= And jeez, the book isn't even yours, it's a library book, so you should take even better care of it. [ignoring bouts of madness where you go running in the rain with your books] and then she started digging her nose. =_= yuck.

pfft.

passed by toapayoh today~ tenchi is confirmed closed. MWAHAHA. stupid place. =_= first they let me order my manga, because they don't have it in stock, but when the manga finally comes, they refuse to sell it to me. okaaaay, granted it's M18 and I'm technically not allowed to buy it but they didn't tell me that when they let me order the thing. Dumbasses. And hey, guess what? They have it upstairs, so you can read it in the shop for a small fee! MAKE SENSE? HAH. Didn't go back to that place after that. And they closed. Teehee.

le gaspeth.

2009-11-26T06:00:00.002+08:00

6AM. Hmm. Training later'll be a blast.

Finally wrote and completed something.

Ahh.. :D

Bottled-up glee.

2009-11-26T04:32:00.000+08:00

ignorant beasts. you see only what you want to see.

ispitonyou.ptui.

2009-11-25T23:50:00.001+08:00

snowball <3

2009-11-25T22:12:00.002+08:00

:D

2009-11-25T19:22:00.001+08:00

neil gaiman and tim burton should do something together. HA. ahhh..

it'll probably be epic. D:

happy shalala~

2009-11-25T19:11:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHH :D :D :D
found a section in the libraryyyy. yeah! children's level =_= retarded placement.

-contented exhale-

:D

-entirely gleeful expression-

like I'm given a _____ [answer to riddle below] to a whole new.. dimension, of sorts. D: So many possibilities >_< I feel almost stunned, and definitely dazzled by the array of things and tales I could embark on.

slightly motivated to write but heck, reading seems so much more exciting XD

bloody weird places where they put the books but.. a good thing, in a sense, 'cause no one will see them and they'll all be MINE! MWAHAHA. >]

<3 :D

on a side note, matters of the fist-sized muscle is very weird. not so much complicated as it is.. 'weird', for lack of a better word. haha go tippy-toes around it. 8D

moneyyy D: so many things I want. hahaha.
food, firstly =x
books and make-up stuff. D:
all so pretty. @_@

whee. :D

>_<

2009-11-25T19:09:00.001+08:00

"I turn my head, and you may go where you want.
I turn it again, you will stay till you rot.
I have no face, but I live or die
by my crooked teeth - who am I?"

so far away ):

2009-11-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

can't wait >_<
whoa blocks period D=

take it

2009-11-13T01:51:00.002+08:00

it's funny how you never really treasure something until it's gone. for me at least. =P

ahh.. I'll probably never forget standing in that blank space in front of the assessors and student audience, seeing xinyan smile at me [lol], and smiling back. or maybe I would forget. =/
it seemed unreal, somewhat, standing there, talking. my mouth opened and words just came out. lol. months of [minimal] pw agonizing gone in that, what? 3-4 minutes? out-of-body experience XD
first time I presented after memorizing my script. strange experience. kinda cool.

looking back, at our OM script, I kinda realize why we didn't win. Ahh well. XD had fun.

IPW is lol. XD for sec 1, quite zai la harh XD hahaha. but.. I remember slacking A LOT. =x -guilt-

gloriateng is good. =] looking at the past emails.. ahh.. it's really.. interesting. =/ words of wisdom =]

time is flying by so quickly. sigh.

nanowrimo is almost halfway through and I've written nothing. =_= sigh, gail. -shakes head- what happened to the writer in you? =/

-poof-

dahm.

2009-10-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

[ yuxuan ・22 ] | - HCBowl | 09S6B | Artemis says:
fine
happy birthday snow ball.
god knows when you were born and how old you are
but happybirthday you stupid naked piece of white turd

hahahahaha. =x

okay I need to stop posting =x

snowball's old. D:

2009-10-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

first minute spent in tears. good job, gail.

sigh

2009-10-28T22:26:00.004+08:00

finally remembered the song I was thinking of for a few days. =_= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lsCHgJx39ns
going through the stack of cds didn't help. =_= but ahh well revisited old songs! :D

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

wheeeee.

2009-10-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

whoa nice song xD

She

2009-10-26T09:57:00.000+08:00

She may be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
Maybe my treasure or the price I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a Heaven or a Hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell....

She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She maybe the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows in the past
That I remember 'till the day I die

She maybe the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I care for through the rough and ready years

Me, I'll take the laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is
She....She
Oh, she....

mid-promos! choo-choo~

2009-10-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

it is a nice song, really. >_<

hahaha XD

ahh promos. didn't mug enough la seriously -_- my math.. i.. don't.. remember.. how to do a lot of shit. HAHA DIE LIAO. physics probably the same. TTOTS I haven't.. really.. read finish. Aiya abit disappointing but~ promos is fun. XD

discovered love for math [although it's dissipating a little because I have to study now so I can do the questions for the paper tmrw and not to "learn" -_- retarded? yes.
discovered love for physics. 'nuff said la.
discovered love for econs. omg la econs is seriously damn damn damn nice. >_< but.. aiya H1. -zips mouth shut- regrets are regrets, get over it, move on~
discovered love for lit. [aiya not really discovered it was always there XD] WSS is.. cool, not as bad as I thought. TTOTS got sian, surprisingly. hahaha. Proof is just.. bullshit la. -shakes head- completely opposite from what I thought in the beginning when I got the books. lol.
GP is GP. it's.. ~
Chinese is.. shit. HAHA. Was shit, is shit, forever will be shit. XD whee~
PW IS FKED. HAHA.

And promos are.. ending. Sigh. Last promos, next one will be "prelims" then -gaspeth- As liao. >_<

anyway~ jiayou everyone :D have fun with it. screw up? laugh it off. whoohoo~!

-and i got approached today. HAHAHAHA. =x [oh math, math, die, die, forgot, forgot, lalalala. "hi, would you like to try out modelling?" "sorry, what? o_O" "-gives card- You can check out this website blablabla." "-blink blink blink- -thinks of Math-Death- uh. Okay..." and she continues talking. hahahaha. =x amusing stuff. XD MATH YEAH!-

dinner. -poofs-

:D

2009-09-27T03:16:00.002+08:00

why is is that you're not rid of your bed when you are bedridden? ha

fk you [fk you], fk you very very muh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uch~ HAHA =x

rediscovering my love for fairytales. >_< twisted or not. ahhh..

http://www.surlalunefairytales.com/talesindex.html

linky rocks. :D

3AM don't feel like 3AM. tsktsk, gail.

writing

2009-09-26T01:26:00.002+08:00

and I find myself writing weird things. hahahaa.

the life of a chicken, for example.

about how the innocent and naive chicken thinks he's living a good life, getting fed and sleeping, food and sleep, food and sleep. then there's a loony chicken who starts the rumour of how They Who Feed Them are intending to kill them all. He, our protagonist, obviously does not believe him, to his folly, as he realizes he gets fatter and fatter until one day...

-evil grin-

hahaha. XD

Fairest of All is really damn nice. D: -is tempted to buy the book- >_< nice book to keep. XD SEE CONNECTING WITH TEXT! good lit skills. -self congratulatory pat- [and now the word "pat" is "evocative". LOL. >_<]

this shall count as studying for GP =] hoho.

-poofs-

HAHAHA

2009-09-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

dennis is da bomb.

old song :D

2009-09-15T21:10:00.003+08:00

Raindrops are fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

[trumpet]

It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

ANOTHER SONG HAHA. to do with rain. inspiration for one of my stories. HAHA that story was fun. XD hmm. needa access my old comp, really. >_>

which reminds me! NANOWRIMO! YEAH! XD november... haii. shall try. yes. try. :D anything written = good. after chinese As. pfft. =_=
Molvolution. XD HAHA.

another song to do with rain. haha. nice song intro'ed by den. :D

okay now I'm trying to remember all the songs that have rain in them. XD

stretching the "rain" part a bit but it's a nice song ^^;

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning

I USED TO LOVE THIS SONG. HAHA. PRIMARY SCH FTW!

OH YA. who can forget. ;D [first minute is 'crap' XD]

HAHA who can forget these songs XD

L-edMAO at this vid:

hahaha XD can't imagine little kids liking this.. o_o

Rainbows! not 'rain' per se, but.. related. :D

Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side
Rainbow's are visions

They're only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide
So we've been told and some chose to
Believe it
But I know they're wrong wait and see

Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

all of us under its spell
we know that it's probably magic

Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it
And look what it's done so far
What's so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What so we think we might see

Someday we'll find it
That Rainbow Connection
The lovers the dreamers and me

Have you been half asleep
And have you heard voices
I've heard them calling my name
Are these the sweet sounds that called
The young sailors
I think they're one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
There's something that I'm supposed to be

Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

nais song :D

which reminds me of ANOTHER SONG. and 2 other songs. hahahaha. why youtube[with the songs] can be addictive. =_=

the "star" in somewhere over the rainbow =p obscure links ftw~

When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you

If your heart is in your dream
No request is too extreme
When you wish upon a star
As dreamers do

Fate is kind
She brings to those who love
The sweet fulfillment of
Their secret longing

Like a bolt out of the blue
Fate steps in and sees you through
When you wish upon a star
Your dreams come true

wah I'm really quite obsessed with Disney. o_o Haha. nice what. XD

[second] LAST one! HAHA.

love this movie. abstract, but damn cool. 8D nice song too. haha.

aaaaahhh coraline. >_< 9". alice in wonderland! singapore cinemas are damn slow. =_=

okay that was very long. o_o hahaha. :D OKAY! promos! yeaaaah :D bring it onnn. hah!

last last last song~ this song is.. emo-ish but nice. :D nothing to do with rain[bows].

relient k

2009-09-01T23:41:00.003+08:00

ahh looking at yx's blog reminded me of a past band vic introed me that i forgot about.

christian band. buuuut.. whatever~ not all their songs anyway. i think.

nice songs lor.

aaand i fell in serious like with this song in sec 1 XD

spammed while playing maple =_= lol.

AND this song XD

which I didn't think was nice when I first heard it.. then i listened again a few months after i got it then found it damn nice XD then i spammed too much now it's.. a bit sian. haha.

ahh really miss having a classroom of my own. =/

and i'm listening to this song:

cause i'm masochistic, lol. the laugh at the end.. is simply delightful.

haii.. dunno lah. study lor. slack lor. like that lor.

trigger.

2009-08-19T17:41:00.002+08:00

ahh was buying bubbletea <3 then I saw these stacks of boxes that the aquarium was selling. mealworms. 8D

which reminded me of my.. *gasp* first official pet. HAHA. MY pet. the crab/hamster/fish/tortoise was my brothers'+dad's.

[not including the fish I caught at.. dunno where which died so quickly =_=]

weirdly, yet interestingly, my first pet were two mealworms. o_O they were damn cute lah. hahaha. wiggling around, scampering along on their six feet that are located near their heads. XD they looked the same. =_= basically. started off small.. kept them in a box that used to keep my playdough. LOL. ahh primaryschool~ then to differentiate them i drew on their backs with ink-coloured pens. o_O Blue and metallic red, if I remember correctly. Blue was.. slightly glittery. hahaha. then they shed their skin and grow fatter and I can't tell who is who anymore =_= I'm sure I had names for them. Hmm. Don't remember anymore~ Ahh.. they used to cling onto my finger then curl their bodies up~ Ahaha. What a weird first pet right. XD Then they turned into beetles. =_= Became ugly. Boohoohoo. Released them.. somewhere.

then MY second pet [note the emphasis on 'my']! mm.. guppies, I believe. Reproduced and reproduced and reproduced like crazy. Pfft. Brought a whole lot of them to school to contribute to our class fishtank. =_= Then they either died or got eaten by the cat or something. Pfft. Then the ones at home didn't reproduce anymore ): Ha. XD used to catch them with my hands and pet them. o_O HAHAHA. pets are not worth it if you can't pet/stroke them. XD well eventually they all died. and the fishtanks, home+school became empty. D:

Third pet[s] would be my current hamsters <3 which are damn cute. hahaha.

and i lazy to type more liao ^^;

so i shall sleep.
and maybe go swimming later. :D
maybe. :D

haii.. and not think about econs and math test next week.
oh fk got lit test tmrw.
aiya.
who cares lah that test. =_=
ANOTHER lit test two weeks later.

gotta type interviewtranscript.
gotta write shitloads of zuowens.

anrui is not my brother -_-

-feel guilty for sleeping-

and "Bleeding" by May S-something is DAMN NICE. DAMN CUTE. DAMN FUNNY. teehee.

-eyes closes-

-poofs-

whee.

2009-08-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

just slept for nine hours. homg. D:

body slightly aching O: but floorball really is damn fun. :D

workworkworkstudystudystudy! ):

as leong so lovingly reminds us.. 49 MORE DAYS TO PROMOS. F-oil-CK! D:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. =_=

j1 ending liao D: hoho.

is the nationaldayrally over? =/ forgot about it. hmm.

homework + stuff to do!
-PWPWPWPWPWPWPW
-MORE PWPWPWPW!
-EVEN MORE PWPW!
-econshit
-mathshit
-litut
-chinese homg CHINESE. D:
-PHYSICSPA O: O:

studying is damn sian laaaaah. ): TAI SIAN LE BA!

lalalalala. wrongattitudewrongattitude. boooo. ):

"how do you sleep at night?" is not really a question that asks about, say, your sleeping position. more like questioning your conscience. SO COOL LA THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE. haha. [iwanttowritewritewritebutidontknowwhatto):]

promos. ): ahh fighton~~

of fried chicken and cheese fries..

2009-08-10T23:19:00.002+08:00

Abstinence really makes it taste FREAKING AWESOME. HAHAHA. And the guy gave me so much cheese! D: D: YEAH! HAHA. POPULAR CARD FTW!

wahhh. damn shuang3. never study enough this long holiday. =_= but damn shuang3!! HAHA. squeezesqueeze with ndp people. fireworks damn prettyyyy. >_< icecream ftw man~ shall go back ion to.. look-see properly someday.

sing-and-sing-and-sing~ whoo! addicted to blind by lifehouse. D: haven't heard it in sooooo long. O:

hahaha wth am i doing here?!

*poofs*

"oh, bother."

2009-08-05T21:52:00.003+08:00

I shall blog today.

Ha. XD

Didn't sleep at all yesterday~ Slept a little during chinese 'cause the compre was so boring. =_=

but a productive day todaaay. :D

Physics was understandable. Hahaha. Need to sit in front more. =x unfairly, it would appear that chem is more useful in overlapping topics that we dont need to learn again.
Lit was.. surprisingly enjoyable. Hahaha romantic mood seh. The poems are.. quite amusing.

suggestive much? XD HAHA. "Let's do it"

sculpted Henrietta II [a skull using.. dunno what Henrietta I gave me] during GP! looked goood. ^^ except.. the teeth.. cannot be made because i have no small enough tools. =_=

looks nicer IRL lah. XD hehe.

something I've always liked the sound of. "come into my parlour said the spider to the fly". which is.. apparently, inaccurate. pfft.

The Spider and The Fly - Mary Howitt
"'Will you walk into my parlor ?" said the spider to the fly;
"'Tis the prettiest little parlor that ever you did spy.
The way into my parlor is up a winding stair,
And I have many curious things to show when you are there."
"Oh no, no," said the little fly; "to ask me is in vain,
For who goes up your winding stair can ne'er come down again."

"I'm sure you must be weary, dear, with soaring up so high.
Will you rest upon my little bed ?" said the spider to the fly.
"There are pretty curtains drawn around; the sheets are fine and thin,
And if you like to rest a while, I'll snugly tuck you in [to hell]!"
"Oh no, no," said the little fly, "for I've often heard it said,
They never, never wake again who sleep upon your bed!" [if swallowed whole, they could wake in the spider's stomach. does a spider have a stomach? O_o]

Said the cunning spider to the fly: "Dear friend, what can I do
To prove the warm affection I've always felt for you ?
I have within my pantry good store of all that's nice;
I'm sure you're very welcome [to join the collection]---will you please to take a slice [of yourself and put it in]?"
"Oh no, no," said the little fly; "kind sir, that cannot be:
I've heard what's in your pantry, and I do not wish to see!"

"Sweet creature!" said the spider, "you're witty and you're wise;
How handsome are your gauzy wings; how brilliant are your eyes !
I have a little looking-glass upon my parlor shall;
If you'll step in one moment, dear, you shall behold yourself."
"I thank you, gentle sir," she said, "for what you're pleased to say,
And, bidding you good morning now, I'll call another day."

The spider turned him round about, and went into his den,
For well he knew the silly fly would soon come back again:
So he wove a subtle web in a little corner sly,
And set his table ready to dine upon the fly;
Then came out to his door again, and merrily did sing:
"Come hither, hither, pretty fly, with pearl and silver wing;
Your robes are green and purple; there's a crest upon your head;
Your eyes are like the diamond bright, but mine are dull as lead !"

Alas, alas! how very soon this silly little fly,
Hearing his wily, flattering words, came slowly flitting by;
With buzzing wings she hung aloft, then near and nearer drew,

Thinking only of her brilliant eyes and green and purple hue, [dumbshit. haii.]
Thinking only of her crested head. Poor, foolish thing! at last
Up jumped the cunning spider, and fiercely held her fast;
He dragged her up his winding stair, into the dismal den--
Within his little parlor--but she ne'er came out again!

And now, dear little children, who may this story read,
To idle, silly, flattering words I pray you ne'er give heed;
Unto an evil counselor close heart and ear and eye,
And take a lesson from this tale of the spider and the fly.

Why is it the fly is female? =_= Clearly biased. Ha.

new mattress is win~ <3 don't know what to do with the extra space. haha. unfamiliar. >_>

still sick. =_= and my phone.. is screwed up. OPERATION FAILED. HA. "opsmile" :D

watch out for 12:34:56AM/PM 7/8/09! XD

-poofs-

poof!

2009-07-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

"If it makes you happy
It can't be that bad
If it makes you happy
Then why the hell are you so sad"

:D

finally dry.. i hope.

lala school tmrw~

nomnom

2009-07-14T19:56:00.001+08:00

oh and floorball is damn fun. :D

feel like playing tabletennis though =x anyone game?

EOMEOMEOMEOM!

waiting for yesterday

2009-07-14T19:35:00.002+08:00

=/ when did i get satisfied with so little?

ahh..

and when did i start hating you so much? ><

blah.

scored.. pretty well I guess, for GP essay. the first and only thing I've gotten back so far. haii.. will I have the determination to do more work to get that B or A? >_< don't know how my compre's like anyway. lol.

physics! fucked. :D same goes for math. like i'm jinxed or something. lala probably not trying hard enough~

do i even really care?

~

saw neko, jiji and neng yesterday! yeah! XD got damn high~ not in the high-high sense. just.. feels damn shuang >< haii.. tempted to cosplay again. ;_; didn't realize how much I miss the hobby and the guys till I 'came into contact' yesterday. D: die liao la. seed of suggestion growing in my head. >_> evil neko.

kept thinking of a certain.. song. and its lyrics. ^^;

aha. the words i'll never[maybe?] say. don't know, but i think i do, know. =]

^_^

2009-07-13T13:47:00.000+08:00

“Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need.”

EOM! YEAAH.

hah.

haha.

2009-06-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

I have once again taken over my bro's comp. Mwahaha.

Why am I not mugging econs? LOL. Don't remember shit about market failure or DD SS or whatever. o_o Haaa. later later.

the real reason why I'm using his comp is to check venues for blocks. hehe.

Ahh yes. Today's random musing. :D What would it take to make a person smile? What would it take to make YOU smile? haaa. say go up to a random person and make him/her smile. lol.

GP GP GP! is over. haii.. ): I dread the rest. ;_;

well. soon it'll be done.

soon. :D

liveee.

2009-06-24T19:47:00.003+08:00

shall revive my dead blog. mwahaha. finally got a hold of internet. D: retarded lah.

so my brother is not at home and I'm taking advantage of it. again. as usual. *laughs evilly* and I'm listening to his iPod. MWAHAHA. oh shit. =_= stupid song. wtf is he doing with retarded songs in his iPod. lol wth. hips don't lie. =_=

okaaaaay. my mum's waiting for me to go out to eat dinner. 8D teeheehee.

FPDFPDFPDFPD!

BLOCKTESTS! ha too bad I can't go overseas and get the 7 day LOA. such a waste. a pity. *sighs*

...umbrella now. jeez.

mm.. don't really know what I am doing. hah. lalala~ living spastically in.. don't really know what this is. lol.

okay! things will be. :D

i think? ^^;

happy birthday serene!

shall go plaster dennis' room with post-it notes. aww.. <3 XD hehe.

poop.

2009-05-01T02:07:00.002+08:00

poop was surprisingly awesome. 8D haha awesome. <3

at jodie's house now. don't really know why. haha kinda pointless but.. well, a change of environment.

2AM but i'm not sleeping yet. don't really feel like it.

stayed awake for the whole of today~ such an accomplishment. actually LISTENED during math tutorial today. and understood. ha. clearly i need to start listening more. =_= been really stupid, really, really, stupid.

PW WAS AWESOME. HAHA. MRSPOWROCKS! XDDD ningyu rocks. hahaha. the reaction his PI incited ownz man. 8D my own PI has progress~ yay. good, good.

MATH LECTURE. i actually didn't fall asleep. in fact, i didn't feel sleepy the whole of today. hmm. tried to understand, and understood. =D then towards the end my mind wandered off~ hmm. wonder what I missed. hehe.

CT session! choosing fac headssss. hah gratz to huiming~ who will convince our class of which only two people are going D: yeah, right. kept playing the building house game. quite fun. haha. serene's phone rocks. :D

sadly missed greenworks. ahh. but poop was worth it. [slightly overdone but.. still good] XD as was suhuan. yay love you <3 haha shall visit 711 more next time. ^_^

fac princess. haii. shall not stress myself over unimportant things. have fun, i shall. HAHA. right. >_>

monday got chinese test. got essay test. got PI due [again haha].
thursday got math class assignment.
GPP. zomg fuuuuuuuking fun. HAHA. Not.

sadly, I always feel like mugging just before I sleep. When i wake up, the mood is gone. hahaha. there's no point in it.

untangling the threads of my life. hopefully. *crosses fingers*

feel..?

2009-04-27T19:08:00.002+08:00

hunagcheng is overrrrr. haii.. was fun while it lasted. ^^

what's next though? XD

i epicly forgot to sign up for my sabbaticals. Ahh we shall see what I get into. Hopefully not some crap shit thing. >_< win lah. see the lengths i go to to make my life exciting? HAHA.

physics! failed. unsurprisingly.

fac outing. x_x dreading. dreaaading. haii..

PI MATH PHYSICS LIT. whirling round and round~~

econs? Ha!

it ends tonight

2009-04-12T16:02:00.001+08:00

this song rocks. this video's so freakin' tiny. =_=

what's in a name?

2009-04-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

damn cute. x3

snowball is washed. 8D white and somewhat more furry. haha. <33

huangcheng was whoo~! but today's quite unproductive la. ha.

the moon's damn nice though. LOOK UP.

and out. obviously.

no mood do PI. =_= shit. stupid yugioh la. wtf. =_=

in the winter of our discontent..

2009-04-10T17:02:00.002+08:00

got cheated. ;_;

but a good kind of cheated. ha.

so the lecture test isn't on this monday. >_> but if I had prepared for it without finding out it'll.. have been good, right? >_< found out too soon. =_= but I cleverly left my physics notes in school. -_- please don't let the evil cleaning people who stole our popcorn steal my physics notes. Although I know my drawings are very nice and aesthetically appealing.

PI! is still screwed.

Hmm. huangcheng.. improving slightly. haha. seems like my blending's getting more screwed. o_O

ct dinnerrrr. haven't mug enough today. hahaha. woke up this morning to a bunch of smses. sms a bit, prying my eyes open miniscule-ly to peer at the oh-so-bright screen then to fall back asleep clutching the metal thing.

and I'm using snowball as an armrest. LOL.

a pleasant enough girl, but...

2009-04-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

had a nice nap ^_^ but not nice enough to come home early for.

tmrw full run~ then holiday the next day. 8D

need to wakeupwakeupwakeup to buckupbuckupbuckup and pull up ma socks. ha reminiscent of primary school ^^;

Physics test, lit test~

math.. getting back the paper. ;_; I don't.. anticipate it at all. Shit. So screwed.

no progress on da fatchicken. still alive.. haii. 1 week hath passed.

PI!

pon pon pata pon

2009-04-07T21:41:00.002+08:00

fridayfridayfriday is GOOD! goodfriday!

<3

POOP? o_o maybe. haha. 8D

PW! PoWah! die le. heehee.

screw scriptfrenzy. =_=

'gratz to the council people! don't know whether I'm glad that I didn't get through or not. =/ hmm. some ways yes, some ways no, I guess. ^^;

ate too much food today. =_= geez. ate more than my bro at dinner. got influenced by a certain person.. >_> *coughserenecough* and the fishtank auntie rocks. <3

and I shall. attempt. PI.

oh and I started a story about a chicken. 8D yay!

2009-04-03T23:25:00.002+08:00

Chinese
1. Zuo Wen 2
2. bees thing
3. nonya thing
4. jian3 bao4 (1)
5. jian3 bao4 (2)

GP
Journal, wordbaaaaank. kaching!

Math
Tutorials. 2A, B, 3, 4A! WHEE.
Study graphs.
Study differentiation. =]

PW
Do the sheet of paper. 4 topics. Die le.

Lit
Read Proof.
Read Act 2.

Econs
Oral Presentation

Physics
Practical this and that.
Tutorial Q29, 30
Attempt to understand. (:

Wah. ha. ha.

WRITE! HAH. supposed to have 10 pages le. haii.. >_> give up?

NO! HA

right. ^^; no ideas forthcoming. oh well.

script frenzy

2009-04-01T22:54:00.001+08:00

WHY APRIL???? I THOUGHT IT WAS JUNE?

SHIT!

annoying little buggers.

2009-04-01T18:49:00.002+08:00

I met someone today. He wasn't aesthetically appealing, or physically fit, but he was special. Half his body couldn't move, a burden, more than anything else. I christened him "Wormie". Yes, a worm. Barely perceptible, with the dark grey tiles and his own black body. He brightened my day for those few seconds, watching him maneuver past leaves and over twigs. Seeming to stop and contemplate each time he met an obstacle. And he went, and went, over the edge.

Gone, I thought, forever. Down a drain, perhaps. Where was he heading for, in the first place?

My mind wandered.

A wiggling thing on the road caught my attention. I blinked. Hey, wasn't that Wormie? O: "Where had he planned to go?"

Cars, buses, motorcycles sped past, each time narrowly missing his small insignificant self. Should I save him? Rescue him from the perils of the Road and put him on soil, grass... where he belongs?

But there probably are tons of Wormies doing this every day, everywhere, right? Saving this one puny worm isn't gonna change anything.

Why was it so stupid to go onto the road?

Why?

I'd look so stupid going on the road to 'save' this... thing.

But if I was the only one at the busstop, would I do it?

...probably.

But it might get eaten by a bird. But it might die from lack of food. But it might crawl out and get squished again anyway.

B-b-but.

I watched his companion who was also wiggling on the road get squished.

The bus came. I left.

He probably got squished anyway.

Bye Wormie.

2009-03-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

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snowball rocks. WHOO~

2009-03-30T21:23:00.003+08:00

went swinging today~ dragged my mum to the swings with me 'cause there were 3 laoahpeks there. hehe. waaah. damn nice. >_< miss the feeling.

it's like flying, but you're holding on to something that you can't let go of~ getting closer, closer, closer to the sky, to the stars, then you pull all the way back and fly forward again. Ahh <3

Of course, I ended up swinging too long then being unable to walk in a straight line after that, but it was very fun la. haha.

dedicated to aim [haha if you even find my blog XD]. LOL. suddenly thought of this song again. O: While I was singing random songs to myself when my house was devoid of humans. Serenading my hamsters. HAHA. XD Ahh.. wonder if I still remember the lyrics. =D

CAP in 2 days! Less than 2! SHITSHITSHIT. Oh noes. I feel a noose tightening around my neck. -blinks-
Math. Physics. Lit. Econs. PW. GP. CHINESE! HAHA.

I want another school holiday. ):

Weeeell. What we wish for, we can't always get, can we? ^^

numb

2009-03-25T19:23:00.000+08:00

lol my left foot is numb because i qiao4 jiao3 too long. XDDDD

okay random. 8D

wheeheehee.

2009-03-25T18:55:00.003+08:00

I actually like this. O: ignoring the lyrics. ahem. =x

DMC the movie ROCKS. HAHA. Laughed like shit. XD And somehow made me high. WHOO!

Slumdog millionaire was nice also. ^_^ Surprisingly.

TMRW GOT LIT TUTORIAL, MATH TUTORIAL, PHYSICS TUTORIAL, PW! SHOOT ME, PLEASE.

=_=

and huangcheng got fullrun. SHIT I SCARED I SCREW UP. ;_; I haven't even done the new style before! DIE LE.

haiya. watch the movie. it rocks. :D unless that song ^^^^ made your ears bleed. lol.

happy birthday zhuangzhuang~ ha XD

leaves you quickly and returns to whack you hard.

2009-03-22T23:59:00.003+08:00

the clouds lay in the sky, depicting a story we can barely understand

ahhhh.. "somewhere only we know" by keane. haerd it on the radio. quite nice la. but I'm quite despo for songs. -_- my standards dropping rapidly. O:

SCHOOL TODAY! OMG! haii.. don't know where my enthusiasm for school went. sad.

developed a fascination for clouds. when in Japan, the buildings were all super low, so the sky was... breathtaking. But the Singapore sky isn't that bad. Just as nice, if you'd just chop all the buildings in half. Pretty skies. (:

I want to write. ;_; but.. something's holding me back. haven't figured out what yet.

cosplay! will I? O: i want my photos~~ T_T still haven't gotten them yet la! haiya.

notice that 'studies' comes last? XD aww.. why is it that whenever I study at angmokio library, it starts raining? o_O

ahhhh.. whatamidoingwhatamidoingwhatamidoing. needa good whack in the head [NO THANK YOU YUXUAN, THIS IS NOT A REQUEST] Metaphorical whack. thank you. =_=

in the dark, we're all faceless.. lost?

2009-03-20T15:46:00.001+08:00

PUI PUI IS FREAKING CUTE. SOOOOO CUUUUUTE. OMG.

<3 <3 <3

words simply can't describe it. >_<

far side gallery XD

2009-03-20T15:34:00.003+08:00

Cow Poetry

Distant Hills

The distant hills call to me.
Their rolling waves seduce my heart.
Oh, how I want to graze in their lush valleys.
Oh, how I want to run down their green slopes.
Alas, I cannot.
Damn the electric fence!
Damn the electric fence!

hahaha random. 8D

you are my sunshine~ my only sunshine~ nice underplayed song. XD

SHALL FINALLY GO STUDY. LOL.

2009-03-20T01:46:00.002+08:00

on happy notes :D

ATE 8 MANTOUs TODAY! FRIED ONES. DAMN NICE! WOOTS!

and meaaat. very little veg. hoho. and half a crab. =_= which took damn long to eat.
the mutton is.. nice la, please. pork also. beef also. liver and chicken.. not so nice. haha. MANGO PUDDING IS LOVE. sago thing is cheat money de. >_>

BUT MANTOU STILL ROCKS THE MOST! WHOO!

and my homework is still undone. haiya. feeling lazy. hoho, how unexpected! so I shall not upload the pics from foodtrail today. >_< too much effort le. heh.

yesterday, assuming that we don't count that it is tomorrow today, seeing that it is 1:54AM, the tower really looked damn nice la~ Like a castle in the sky @_@ prettyyyyy. can't believe we sat there for so long. o_o first time taking last train and last bus! HA! amazing seh.

somehow.. it's made easier. O: hmm.

shall be cryptic. hehe. >] okay la. shall go play with my lip gloss. HAHAHA. "Bratz". Ha.

Today's another day~

иy says:
ANNCHEESE

ningyu, without a doubt, is retarded. WHEEEEEE.

singin' in the rain~

2009-03-16T21:14:00.002+08:00

wheee blogging again! omgwtfamazingdesu!

let's see. what did I do today? 8D

woke up at.. 9.30AM! even though I set an alarm for 8.30AM which I turned off even before the second "Put your hoods up!". thennnn I learnt that my mum was driving, so I took a lift! went to see the house.. very nice. @_@ *envious* koped mum's phone and changed her wallpaper to snowball. how adorable <3

went to schoool, finally found out what the story for huangcheng is, don't really get it, but at least not as unclear. drew, screwed up, STUPID@_*$!@((@*$_*@!#+#*_*(*(_*(#*(%*(_#%*(_ PATCH! =_= "blending problems" bleh. got drawn, probably gonna cause my skin condition to deteriorate. gah. whatever~ finished. then.. had a "what? that's it?" moment when I found out that I could go home already. 10-5 became 10.40-1. Plus that was after lunch. Wth? Ahhh I should be happy, no?

Tralalala. Thinking about what I would think of when I read this a few months later. Hmm.

WELL! Then I went home, took 74 for the first time in a loooong while because I didn't feel like staying at the bus stop. Got off at macritichie, was raining heavily~ thought of going to angmokio library, or somewhere. End up I took 157-13 home. wheeeee. got home, slightly wet. said hi to dad, sudden burst of inspiration propelled me to dump my bag, shove my phone in my pocket and go running in the rain.

and so I ran.. down the longkang area, haha bishanpark! woots! met like 4 people on bikes, some with towels, umbrellas, hats, stuff to get out the rain of. But hey, I was there to be in the rain so I didn't need any of that shit. ^_^ Been quite some time since I took a walk/run in the rain. Exhilarating, really. <3 Should do it more often. Spamming Chris Brown's With You~ alternating between emo and high. ran past kuo chuan, nearing bishan, then I ran back~ stepping on the footprints on the ground. haha. flowers were blooming on some trees. it was quite pretty. stopped to look. XD ahhh.. to feel the rain on your face <3

came home soaking wet. ha! dad didn't notice I was gone. -_- wtf started mumbling his crap that I cannot understand again. does he ask to hear my reply, or does he ask TO reply? haiya, shall ignore him. like I always do~

bathed. fell asleep till the night fell.

sometimes I wish I could just plug in my earphones and shut out the sounds. ignorance is bliss. is it?

met jon yesterday. haha long time no see da tb! XD ahh hao3 huai2 nian4~ >_< should I go see them or just cut off completely? mm.. and I was talking to jiji <3 haha randomness. should go watch movie/eat lunch one day! not DRAGONBALL or CHUNLI. PLEASE NO DON'T PUT ME THROUGH THE TORTURE, kthxbb~

classouting was nice. so touching, see so many of us come for dinner. 8D didn't expect the number! was happy because of this. lol? did randomshit, took water for patients (I seem to do this a lot. o_o), laughed my ass off at ningballz's pro yoyo skills. had fun la. ^_^ then had the "ohhhh.." after the "wheeeee"

blah.

FOOD TRAIL TMRW! WOOTS! gonna get faaat. hohoho. and spend lotsa moneyyyy.

homework for the week:
1. Math Tutorial 2A
2. Math Tutorial 2B
3. Math Tutorial 3 [hmm I wonder if Mr Tan thinks I have AP lol]
4. Chinese ZUO WEN 1 & 2 [LOL SHIT I BETTER DO THIS]
5. Chinese lian4 xi2 [in da book]
6. JIAN3 BAO4
7. GP group thing
8. Lit poem analysis
9. Lit yellow paper
10. Lit PINK paper
11. econs project thing
12. REVISE PHYSICS. because if I don't I'll be killing myself.

SIAN LA. -_-

hello world.

2009-03-14T23:20:00.002+08:00

broke down today in a crowded place, surrounded by the three people supposedly closest to me in this world. and they can laugh. yes, sure, patronize me, I want it.

I'm tired. Freakin' effin' fucking tired. Fuck, call me vulgar, I don't give a shit any more. What do you expect me to be, a paragon of fucking virtue? Wake the hell up. This world is shit and no one GIVES A SHIT about you. Deal with it.

Which brings me back to where I am, dealing with this crap. It's so consuming to be positive all the freaking time. Be ha-ha-ha-happy is bullshit. I tried. Failed. Tried > Tired. Switching positions, how convenient.

If only one's tears could drain away one's sadness. How happy the world would be now.

Instead, it just leaves you empty.. drained.

so. how are you?

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home..

2009-03-14T13:59:00.002+08:00

-yawns- Finally done. Lala shall aim for minimal vulgarities. HA!

But really, why do people blog? o_o Who do you type for? Who really cares about what you say on your blog? Maybe they will if you're talking about them, but.. hm. Don't really get it.

But hey, look at me. I'm blogging anyway. How hypocritical. -snorts-

Well, I guess a few years down the road I can look back and see what I said about myself and other people. Whee, how self-enlightening.

Let's talk about.. yesterday! Ha! Lesson learnt, never order papaya milk. Tastes like.. something simply indescribable. XD Ahh.. can't believe I actually leaked water. Haii.. -shakes head at self- Don't feel like typing anymore. >_< But thanks to you guys, seriously, ningning, xiaohui, huiming (haha c6 XD), lionel, suhuan <3, and whoever I'm not remembering because my eyes were glazed over.

AND the latest EPIC WIN thing is a certain someone forgetting where he put his car! HAHAHA. ftw!

see ya~